Posting at late night now..
Just called dar..somehow the conversation didnt end happily ):
I remembered our anniversary is on the 4th i didnt forget..
I really didnt...
4th of every month means alot to me..really..I didnt notice the day is my bad..
I'm sorry ):
Dar say she is not free this saturday which is our anni..
Dar really busy and cannot go out or trying to run away from me..
Because I didnt notice it falls on which day dar really turned upset...
Busy, having something on is it really and excuse to run away from me?
Dar always used to cancel wadever she have just for this day to come..
Tmr..really scared in the morning she will say not to meet for school too..
I am really sorry dar =/
Sigh..now she say she wan to sleep..idk if its true but i can feel that she is just running away from me..
I am useless..
Sigh..Adios people..
Sigh...