I'm not going to post abt sch life today.
Feel kinda fustrated,devastated and more.
I told myself this.
HEY,HAO XIANG. U HAVE LOTS OF THINGS UNDONE. CAN YOU PLEASE FIND SOMETIME AND COMPLETE IT?
But I thought it in another way.
I DON HAVE TIME HOW TO DO...
Today,training was ok till the later part..haiis..
After training, more irritating stuffs came.
Studies,CCA,etc etc
HEY. I AM A HUMAN BEING OK? NOT SOME MONSTER FROM SPACE OR SOME ROBOTS FROM THE FUTURE.
I HAVE GOT A LIFE YOU SEE. CAN YOU ALL STOP GIVING ME MORE PROBLEMS WHEN I HAD ALREADY LOTS OF THEM.
WHEN I FEEL BAD, ANYONE KNOW? NO! I KEPT EVERYTHING TO MYSELF AND YUOU GUYS DIDNT REALISE IT AND GAVE ME MORE PROBLEMS.
MY MIND AND BODY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE SERIOUSLY.
AND A QUESTION. AM I TOO GOOD OR BAD. TELL ME.
WHEN I AM GOOD, PEOPLE CLIMB OVER MY HEAD. WHEN I AM BAD, PPL SAY I GV ATTITUDE. CAN I BE RESPECTED SOMEHOW? YEAH?
REACHED HOME. GOT SCOLDED FOR BEING TOO LATE.
WTH? MY F&N STUFFS ARE LIKE NOT DONE, AND THERE IS STILL LOTS OF THINGS FOR ME TO DO.
SERIOUSLY, I AM TURNING TO A FULL TIME EMO KID.
NOTHING MUCH TO SAY. JUST WANNA REST.